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Chapter ~23 I am not going to eat you

ISHA'S POV

I was a little surprised seeing Shivam ji behave like that. There was something unusual yet calm about him that evening - something that made everyone else at the table fall quiet. We all continued eating the remaining food peacefully, though I could still sense the faint smile playing on Rishi bhaiya's lips.

Maa talked a little, as always, asking about random things, but I could feel the strange tension under the surface. Maybe it wasn't tension exactly - more like that odd silence that settles when everyone is pretending things are normal even when they're not.

To me, it all felt a bit weird. Maa and Baba were acting normally enough, but Rishi bhaiya and Shivam ji... I don't know. The two of them were like fire and ice sometimes. And the way Rishi bhaiya kept smirking at us - was I the joke? Were we the joke?

"Am I really the reason they're laughing?" I thought, biting my lip. "Or do newlyweds automatically become everyone's entertainment?"

But I didn't say anything. I kept eating quietly, trying not to make eye contact with anyone.

Then, after a few moments, Shivam ji spoke. His voice was calm, deep, and steady - like he'd already made up his mind about something.

"Maa, we're tired. We'll stay upstairs tonight. It's getting late. No need for dinner."

He said it so casually that I almost dropped my spoon.

Stay upstairs... tonight?

My breath caught for a second, and I stared at him - half nervous, half shocked.

Before Maa could even answer, Rishi bhaiya leaned back with that mischievous grin of his and said teasingly,

"Of course, now that Bhaiya has his wife, he'll forget all about dinner and lunch both! Poor us, right?"

I wanted the ground to swallow me. "Hai Bhagwan, why does he talk like that?" I screamed internally, lowering my eyes in embarrassment.

Shivam ji, on the other hand, didn't even flinch. He looked straight at Rishi bhaiya and said with that charmingly smug smile - the one that could make anyone's heart trip a beat

"First of all, yes, I can forget everything for my wife. And second, dear brother, it's none of your business."

His words hit like a spark in the air. Rishi bhaiya opened his mouth, ready with another comeback - but before he could, Baba finally spoke from his chair, breaking the playful tension.

"Alright, alright. That's enough, you two. Go on then. You, Shivam, take your wife upstairs. I'll take your mother to bed too - it's been a long day."

Everyone started getting up. I quickly rose too, almost bumping my chair in the process. I went to Maa and Baba to say goodbye for the night. Maa smiled and patted my head softly, whispering, "Sleep well, beta."

I nodded, trying to hide the nervousness that was now spreading inside me like slow waves. Then I turned to Rishi bhaiya, who couldn't resist another smirk. "Good night, Bhabhi," he said, dragging the word just enough to make me blush again.

I rolled my eyes and escaped before he could say anything else.

And then... it was just me and Shivam ji.

We walked side by side toward our room - quietly at first. The corridor lights were dim, warm golden tones brushing against the walls. The air felt still, but inside me everything was restless.

I could hear our footsteps echo softly on the marble floor. I kept my eyes fixed ahead, pretending to admire the house - the walls, the paintings, anything but him. But my mind? My mind was all over the place.

Every step felt heavier. Every inch closer to that room reminded me that this wasn't just "a room" - it was our room. Ours. Together.

I didn't even realize when my fingers brushed against his. It was such a tiny accidental touch, but my heart skipped a beat so loud that I was sure he'd heard it.

He glanced at me briefly, a knowing look in his eyes - that teasing glint again - and said softly,

"Are you nervous?"

I froze. How did he always know what I was thinking?

"No..." I lied quickly. "Why would I be?"

He chuckled under his breath. "Because you haven't said a single word since dinner ended. That's not like you."

"I just-" I began, then stopped. What was I supposed to say? That I was nervous because the idea of being alone with you makes my heart forget how to beat properly? No way.

So I said the only thing I could.

"I'm just tired."

"Hmm," he said, as if he didn't believe me one bit. "Tired, right. Okay, Mrs. Tired, let's go rest then."

His voice had that mix of teasing warmth and authority that always made my stomach flip.

We reached the room. The door closed behind us with a soft click. Suddenly the silence grew louder.

I looked around - everything was tidy, the faint scent of sandalwood in the air. The curtains were half drawn, and a soft silver moonlight filtered through them, casting delicate patterns on the floor.

It should've felt peaceful, but instead, my heartbeat was louder than any silence.

He walked to the window, unbuttoning the cuff of his shirt sleeves, rolling them up lazily, like he had all the time in the world. And maybe he did - maybe that calm, unbothered nature was just him.

I, on the other hand, was fidgeting with my dupatta, pretending to adjust it, pretending to not stare at him.

"You can relax, you know," he said suddenly, without even turning around. "I'm not going to eat you."

I blinked, speechless. "I... I wasn't thinking that," I mumbled, even though I definitely was thinking that in some version of my anxious brain.

He turned then, leaning against the edge of the window sill. That same half-smile curved his lips - teasing yet tender.

"You look beautiful when you lie," he said softly.

For a moment, I didn't know how to respond. My throat went dry.

"Stop teasing," I whispered, turning away.

"I'm not teasing. Just stating facts," he replied simply, walking closer.

I could feel the air shift - his presence was warm, steady. My fingers tightened around the edge of my dupatta again, as if that thin piece of fabric could save me from drowning in whatever I was feeling.

He stopped just behind me. So close that I could feel the warmth of his breath against the back of my neck. My whole body went still.

"Isha," he said, voice low, "do you always get this nervous when I look at you?"

I turned halfway, trying to form words, but nothing came out except a small, helpless smile. "Maybe," I admitted finally, almost in a whisper.

He laughed - a real laugh this time. The sound was soft, deep, and oddly comforting. Then, just as suddenly, he stepped back, giving me space.

"Alright, I'll stop for tonight. You can breathe again," he said playfully.

I exhaled a breath I didn't even realize I was holding.

We sat for a while after that - he on the chair, me on the edge of the bed - talking about random things. Little things. His college memories, Maa's obsession with arranging the house perfectly, Rishi bhaiya's pranks.

It felt easy after a while. The nervousness melted away, replaced by quiet laughter and gentle warmth.

At some point, when the clock ticked past midnight, he got up, dimmed the lights, and said softly,

"You should sleep. Long day tomorrow."

I nodded, lying down slowly, facing away just to hide my blush.

A few seconds later, I felt the bed dip slightly as he lay down beside me - not too close, not too far. Just enough to make me aware of him.

The room was quiet except for the sound of our breathing and the occasional rustle of the curtains.

My heart finally began to slow. The nervousness was gone - replaced by something else. Something calm, warm, and new.

And as I drifted toward sleep, I heard him whisper faintly,

"Good night, Mrs. Isha Shivam."

A smile crept onto my lips before I could stop it.

Maybe this was what peace felt like.

Not silence. Not distance.

Just the quiet comfort of knowing you were safe - and seen - even when words weren't needed.

SHIVAM'S POV

I looked at her, and for a moment the whole world seemed to go silent.

Isha's breathing had softened - slow, steady, peaceful.

She'd fallen asleep.

The faint moonlight from the window brushed against her face, and in that light, she looked like something too delicate to disturb. I stood there for a while, not moving, afraid that even the sound of my heartbeat might wake her.

After a few seconds, I quietly stepped to the other side of the bed and sat down on the floor, leaning my back against the wall. From there, I could see her face clearly - every tiny movement, every rise and fall of her breath.

It wasn't a new habit.

Watching her sleep had always been my weakness.

Even before she was mine, even when she was just "Isha" - the girl who lived in her own quiet world - I had found myself looking for her. In crowds, in moments, in memories. I don't even remember when it started. Maybe it was years ago. Maybe it was the first time I saw her laugh without realizing someone was watching.

And tonight, as I looked at her again, that same feeling returned. Stronger. Warmer. Deeper.

I smiled to myself - a quiet, almost helpless smile.

How could someone change so much and yet remain exactly the same?

All those years, all that time apart... and still, here she was.

Only now, she wasn't just the girl I used to imagine a life with - she was my wife.

That single thought made my chest tighten, in the best possible way.

She had changed - oh yes, she had.

The little girl with curious eyes had turned into a woman who could make my entire world fall silent with just a glance.

Her beauty had softened, grown with her - not just the kind that the eyes see, but the kind that the heart feels.

Her face was half-buried in the pillow, and a lock of hair had slipped over her cheek, brushing the corner of her lips. The sight made me exhale slowly, as if breathing too loudly would ruin the moment.

I reached out without thinking - gently, carefully - and tucked that stray lock behind her ear. My fingers brushed against her skin for barely a second, but that was enough. A small shiver ran down my arm.

"Still the same," I murmured softly. "Still the same, and yet... not."

There was something about the way she slept - so unaware, so peaceful - that reminded me of every time I'd wanted to tell her how much she meant to me and never could. Back then, words had felt too small. They still did.

Sometimes I wonder if she knows.

If she knows that for me, she's not just my wife, not just a part of my life - she is my life.

Every corner of this room, every piece of air I breathe, carries her name now.

I leaned my head back against the wall, eyes still fixed on her. The quiet rhythm of her breathing became my favorite sound. It was strange, really - how peace could come from something so simple.

I chuckled softly at the memory.

She hadn't changed that much - still carried that spark, that fire. Still got annoyed over the smallest things.

But now, that same anger looked... adorable.

There's something dangerously beautiful about a woman who can look both fierce and fragile at the same time.

I tilted my head slightly, watching the faint movement of her lips as she exhaled in sleep.

"Do you even know what you do to me?" I whispered, almost laughing at myself.

For a moment, I thought she stirred - her eyelashes fluttered slightly, as if she'd heard me.

But then she went still again.

I smiled. "No, of course you don't. You never did."

I let my eyes trace her face again - the curve of her nose, the soft outline of her jaw, the quiet calm she carried even in sleep.

I remembered how once, years ago, she had cried over something small - and how helpless I had felt, standing there, wanting to comfort her but not knowing how.

And now, I was here.

Beside her.

After all those years.

Fate really does have strange ways of bringing people together.

I lowered my gaze for a moment, closing my eyes. Gratitude - that's what it was. A quiet kind of thankfulness that didn't need words.

Isha shifted slightly, turning her face toward me. Her hand slipped out from under the blanket, her fingers resting lightly near the edge of the bed.

Without thinking, I reached up and gently touched her hand - just enough to feel the warmth of her skin. That tiny contact sent a wave of calm through me.

"I'll protect this peace," I whispered. "No matter what."

The clock ticked softly in the background. The night outside was calm, the sound of crickets faint through the window.

I looked at her again.

For a long while, I didn't move. Didn't think. Didn't plan.

I just looked.

Because sometimes love doesn't need to be loud.

Sometimes it's in the quiet - in the small things.

In the way you watch someone sleep, knowing that they're finally safe.

After a few more minutes, I stood up carefully so as not to wake her.

Before leaving, I looked back one last time. The moonlight kissed her face again, and I smiled - that quiet, foolish smile that only love can create.

Then I leaned forward and whispered softly,

"Sleep well, Isha."

I brushed that stray lock of hair once more from her cheek - it was such a small gesture, but it felt like the most natural thing in the world.

And then, without another sound, I turned and walked out of the room, heading toward Rishi's room down the hall.

The floor was cool beneath my feet, and as I walked, I realized that something inside me had gone completely still.

Maybe it was peace.

Or maybe it was love - the kind that doesn't

fade, no matter how much time passes.

Because when I looked back one last time from the doorway, I knew it.

This - she - was my forever.

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